Religion PT.1

(from now on all lowercase.ok back to what i wanted to say). anyway, religious is a very touchy subject, because there are ppl out there realy religious and live by religion, there are ppl who dont believe in it all that much, and there are ppl like me i between. i believe in God, and Jesus and preying , and even going ot church. but the thing about church is that ppl mistreat it sooo much. i used to die to go to church, just to be there among ppl who believed in god and were teaching his teachings. but i have grown and seen how ppl really try to fuck up that whole experience, by trying to rob ppl, misteaching religion, and basically taking advantage of the poor souls like myself who just want to be there for the experience and teachings.

it hurts to think that... well nvm. i really dont want to get into anything with my friends or their beliefs. i think that ppl lie. its in their nature to do so. and they cant change. so my thing is that if ppl lie now, then they lied back then too. to get ppl to believe in them, to give ppl something to believe in. and ppl, i think , wrote the bible in order to give those ppl something to believe in, to help them though life (a very caring thing). and they may have printed mistruths in the bible to do so, mabey not even on purpose. think about it, ppl hear truths and turn them around and so it everyday. to me thats human nature. all about the apples.lol. (you may have not got that, if you didn't please disregard it b/c i dont think i'll be explainig it anytime soon).

i believe in God. that there is something out there who has made all that posibble. mabey b/c of my need of guidence as a human or b/c i cant bring myself to not believe it (hey i went to catholic school for about five to six years) or b/c in my heart i believe its true and that that is my own belief. i believe in preying and taking time out of your life to show him your appriciation. (spelled it wrong) i already told you my beliefs about church. and i think that is my belief. like some ppl believe in many gods, you cant go to them and say "you stupid son of a @@@@@, there is only one god you idiot". you wouldn't do that to ppl. hey ppl WWJD.lol. if you live by that you wouldn't do that or loo down on ppl who dont believe in religion at all. i'm sorry to add tv into this but like in americas top model, and those holier than thou ppl were looking down on those who didn't believe in that. (another reason why i dont go to church, b/c of ppl like that. and you cant tell me there isn't at least one at every single church) that is not what Jesus would do. not. at. all.

thats what i believe. what do you believe. post comments if you want. and please no arguing or telling ppl that what they believ is wrong. this comment for this entry is going to be solely for the purpose of sharing your beliefs. you may disagree but it is NOT your place to say so. now if you think that you can post your beliefs without being prejudice, then do so. show ppl that there all kinds of beliefs. and i repeat DO NOT make others feel like they are wrong about what they believe. whether your religious or not you should know right from wrong and know that that is wrong. if you do do so then i am sorry any comments that you post wont ever be shown on this blog. dag i have to find a better consequence.lol.

and thats all i have to say.....

Religion Pt 2

today i talked about my religious beliefs with too friends of mine. i am showing each convers to you now.

CrMlKiS1289: ok
CrMlKiS1289: my mom making me go to church
CrMlKiS1289: lol
brownprincess555: lol
brownprincess555: your going?
CrMlKiS1289: i have 2
brownprincess555: when now?
CrMlKiS1289: no
brownprincess555: on a wednesday?
brownprincess555: aren't churches for sundays
CrMlKiS1289: no its revival
brownprincess555: um ok
brownprincess555: lol
brownprincess555: when you have to go?
CrMlKiS1289: at 7
brownprincess555: oh
brownprincess555: as you know i dont go to church
brownprincess555: my mom doesn't believe in it
CrMlKiS1289: what in church
brownprincess555: i used to love going to church
brownprincess555: but now i understand why my mom doesn't like it
CrMlKiS1289: yea
brownprincess555: and i dont like it either
brownprincess555: plus i dont believe in the bible
brownprincess555: i believe in god and jesus
brownprincess555: but i dont believe in the bible
brownprincess555: cause it was written by ppl
brownprincess555: and ppl are desprate liars
CrMlKiS1289: lol wow
brownprincess555: and im sure ppl were desperate liars back then
brownprincess555: also
brownprincess555: i think my mom believes in the bible though
brownprincess555: i just dont
brownprincess555: i believe in preying
CrMlKiS1289: oh ok
CrMlKiS1289: lol
CrMlKiS1289: yea
brownprincess555: and god and stuff
brownprincess555: but not the bible cause ppl cant be trusted
brownprincess555: and not church
CrMlKiS1289: lol
CrMlKiS1289: yea
brownprincess555: cause um it teaches the bible
CrMlKiS1289: ppl in church cant be neither
brownprincess555: plus ppl take advantage of churches
brownprincess555: and i think its sick
brownprincess555: sick desperate ppl
brownprincess555: liars
brownprincess555: but when i grow up im gonna do what my mom did with me
CrMlKiS1289: and they make it seem like u have to go to church to go to heaven, or that being gay is wrong and all this stuff
CrMlKiS1289: which is not true
brownprincess555: and give me a choice to believe wat i want
brownprincess555: yea
brownprincess555: thats another reason why i dont like churches
brownprincess555: they are full of desperate ppl liars
CrMlKiS1289: being gay is not right, but god isnt going to hold that against you
brownprincess555: lol
brownprincess555: yea
CrMlKiS1289: and ur not going to hell
brownprincess555: they make god sound so mean
CrMlKiS1289 : yea
brownprincess555: and i think thats wrong
CrMlKiS1289 : god is so patient
brownprincess555: and i dont believe in heaven and hell
brownprincess555: i think its another way for those desperate liar humans
CrMlKiS1289: lol
brownprincess555: to scare us into buying into what they say
brownprincess555: and thats how they got everyone to believe in the bible
brownprincess555: like if you dont read this
brownprincess555: your going ot hell
CrMlKiS1289 : lol yea
brownprincess555: and there is a hell
brownprincess555: and you are going to it
CrMlKiS1289 : yea
....(inimportant things were taking out here)
brownprincess555: b/c i think ppl lie
brownprincess555: its not that i dont believe in god and jesus or even the church
brownprincess555: my thing with the church is how ppl mistreat it
CrMlKiS1289 : yea
brownprincess555: and my thing with the bible is that its something to read
brownprincess555: and understand
brownprincess555: but after you read it and understand
brownprincess555: you question its truths
brownprincess555: like with every thing
CrMlKiS1289 : yea
brownprincess555: cause i think that there isno solid proof to these things
brownprincess555: kinda like in south park
CrMlKiS1289 : lol
brownprincess555: when they did the thing about some religion
brownprincess555: and they were saying what they believed
brownprincess555: and ppl looking insaw it for what it was
brownprincess555: crack pot
CrMlKiS1289 : lol
brownprincess555: a guy talking in a hat
brownprincess555: and saying all these things
brownprincess555: that had noproof
brownprincess555: and the everyone could tell the guy was crazy
CrMlKiS1289 : lol

now this is a convers i had with my other friend

brownprincess555: hey abby you here?
LovelyFlame732: heyy!
LovelyFlame732: waddup??
brownprincess555: hey!!
LovelyFlame732: lol
brownprincess555: talking to anisa about my religious beliefs
LovelyFlame732: oh relle
LovelyFlame732: u r an interesting one shanae
brownprincess555: her mom is making her go to church
LovelyFlame732: oh relle thas good
brownprincess555: i didn't know there was church on wednesday
LovelyFlame732: evryone needs it
LovelyFlame732: haha
LovelyFlame732: me either
brownprincess555: but anyway i was telling her how i dont believe in church and the bible
brownprincess555: but that i do believe in god and jesus and preying
brownprincess555: and being good not only for yourself but for the holy spirit that breathed life into you
LovelyFlame732: woahhh...dont let me get into that...
LovelyFlame732: if you believe in God, you should believe in the Bible and church b/c it all comes together in a way
brownprincess555: i think the reason i dont believe in churches and the bible is because i dont believe in ppl
LovelyFlame732: wen u go to church, ur giving back to God for everything he's doen for you
brownprincess555: i think they are desperate liars
brownprincess555: so do you when preying
brownprincess555: yea i think i rather prey to him and thank him at home
brownprincess555: then go to a room full of ppl
brownprincess555: cause as you know
LovelyFlame732: no, because that's just something you can do whenever..going to church is something you take a moment of your time for
brownprincess555: i dont like ppl all that much
LovelyFlame732: so it is different
brownprincess555: unless you've proven to me your not a desperate liar
brownprincess555: yea i understand what your saying
brownprincess555: and thats what i believe
LovelyFlame732: why do you think everyones a desperate liar?
brownprincess555: church is a place you go
brownprincess555: and take time out of your life
brownprincess555: to show god you appriciate him
LovelyFlame732: and you do it for God
brownprincess555: but the way they have made chiurches
brownprincess555: and the way ppl mistreat churches
brownprincess555: i think is wrong
LovelyFlame732: if you read the Bible, all these things you're questioning would never evn cross your mind
brownprincess555: anf thats why i dont want to be a part of it unless i find a church that is not like that
brownprincess555: you know what im saying?
LovelyFlame732: the Bible is the guide to life, and that's why you just cant believe in God w/o the Bible its just too incomplete
brownprincess555: read what i just wrote
LovelyFlame732: i did
brownprincess555: ok i dont believe in the bible
LovelyFlame732: brb
LovelyFlame732: srry
brownprincess555: b/c i dont believe in ppl
brownprincess555: and ppl wrote the bible
brownprincess555: and sometimes ppl lie
LovelyFlame732: soo srry
LovelyFlame732: bacc
LovelyFlame732: i had to get the door
brownprincess555: i hope your not mad or frustrated at me
LovelyFlame732: noo its jus theres soo much i wanna say yet i cant find the right wirds right now
brownprincess555: yea
brownprincess555: im writing a entry about it
brownprincess555: lol
LovelyFlame732: lol
LovelyFlame732: awesome
LovelyFlame732: look, all people lie sumtimes in their life
LovelyFlame732: thas not 2 say the whole the whole world is that way
LovelyFlame732: and to not believe in the Bible for sumthin like that is kinda ridiculous
brownprincess555: no i think if ppl lie now
LovelyFlame732: cause seriously, its said Moses wrote the Bible, do u relle think he'd lie about sumthin like that
LovelyFlame732: ten times out of ten pple lied back then
brownprincess555: everyone lies
brownprincess555: you cant tell me they dont
brownprincess555: i know you've lied once or twice in your life
LovelyFlame732: i just said that
LovelyFlame732: but im saying, you cant judge everyone because of what some people do
brownprincess555: no you also said LovelyFlame732: thas not 2 say the whole the whole world is that way
LovelyFlame732: there are eniugh good people out there to have enough faith in the human race
LovelyFlame732: ye i knoe
brownprincess555: but they lie too sometimes
LovelyFlame732: thas not 2 say the whole world lies
brownprincess555: everyone lies
LovelyFlame732: ye SOMETIMES
brownprincess555: b/c liing comes with caring
LovelyFlame732: but jus b/c tehy do dont go and make all these assumtpions
brownprincess555: most of the time you lie
LovelyFlame732: cause youre one of those people
LovelyFlame732: do you hate yourself?
brownprincess555: is becuas eyou care about that person
brownprincess555: and you dont want to hurt them
brownprincess555: and unless you dont care about anyone anywhere then mabey you might tell the truth all the time
brownprincess555: and i never said i hated ppl
brownprincess555: where did you et that?
LovelyFlame732: lying is apart of life...people are always going to do it so ou might as well except it and not block people out for things like that
LovelyFlame732: because i dont think it will be changing anytime soon
brownprincess555: where did you get that i plan on blocking ppl out?
brownprincess555: lol
brownprincess555: where are you getting these stuff
LovelyFlame732: no im sayin, like you dont like ppl for it
LovelyFlame732: nvm w/e
brownprincess555: yea i dont like that ppl lie
brownprincess555: but u cant hate ppl for doing something in their nature
LovelyFlame732: shanae....trust me...if you were more religiously inclined and had a strong faith, you wouldnt have to question this topic
LovelyFlame732: I know b/c i myself and strong in my faith
brownprincess555: who said that im not strong in faith?
LovelyFlame732: its hard to understand but, idk...
LovelyFlame732: what your saying
brownprincess555: and there was a time when i was "religious incline" or whatever too
LovelyFlame732: about not wanting to go to church and what not
brownprincess555: but ive grown and opened my eyes to other posibilities
brownprincess555: and the fact that everything isn't true
brownprincess555: b/c ppl LIE
LovelyFlame732: ye shanae, its not like you can be w/ God once and thas it you're in
LovelyFlame732: you have to be faithful
LovelyFlame732: ur jus not gettin it shanae
LovelyFlame732: im srry
LovelyFlame732: y is it soo important that ppl lie
LovelyFlame732: seriously
LovelyFlame732: wut is it doing to u
LovelyFlame732: you said youself EVRYONE does it, so what's the problem? That;s how it is sorryy...
LovelyFlame732: Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God
LovelyFlame732: meaning God might as well have written the Bible himself