"The Lump"

well tommorrow i'm probably not going to school b/c i have to go to the doctor. today i showed my mom "the lump" that i've been trying not to concern my self with. i just didn't want to worry her but of course she'll worry since shes my mom. but i guess i was afraid of what it might be, i mean i doubt it is cancerous but it could be. and whatever it is its really big and hard so much you can kind of see the indentation so much that i might need surgery and im so scared. i pray that its not cancer. i can deal with the surgery but please God dont let it be cancer.