All By Myself

i just came home from the best two hours of nothing i've ever had in my life. no one throws parties like karina does. two hours of standing around doing nothing. im cold and tired and annoyed. then i get home and my bf completly blows me off b/c i decided to go to the "party/get together" instead of talk to him. though i'd rather talk to him anyway. so there i was,with my bowl of cereal, staring in it trying not to cry. another day spent with ppl who dont care or dont notice. i think the rest of this week, i'll spend by myself.