So i'm sitting here with my dulce de leche that I got from the cheesecake factory after convincing my mom she should take us there right quick after she picked me up from Barnes and nobles. I finally finished my ttyl book. I’m beginning to want to find a book with more... how do you put it... depth? It was a good book. But I found myself searching for more. I want to read about important issues. Eating disorder. Self-mutilation. Spiritual awareness. Self-understanding and drug addictions. Lol anyway so today I read my horoscope, something I haven't don’t in solo long and basically it was screaming at me to spend time with my friends and talk about my future and things going on in my life. I’m starting to hate horoscopes and how they reaffirm what you already know in your heart. So I asked karina if she wanted to go with me to Barnes and nobles and as soon as I did I remembered about the garage sell and figured she wouldn't be able to. Anyway, if I had asked earlier she probably would have been able to but sadly enough, even with permission to go, I was alone b/c Karina was held up with all the things that she had to do around the house and I hadn't time to wait. Oh here’s a copy of what my horoscope said:
Daily teen (by Astrology.com) You can't wait for this afternoon, when you'll have a chance to huddle with friends and talk about everything and nothing. When the conversation slips toward the abstract, confide some of your deeply cherished hopes for the future.
Quickie: You've got big dreams. Discuss them with some close friends.
Overview: Love the life you lead. If for some reason you're not currently loving your present situation, it's time to look at ways you can change things for the better. What needs improving in your immediate vicinity?
Drag, I hate how reaffirming these things are. At least my romance things cant be true b/c currently, surprisingly for the first time I have no secret love interest. Except for 50 Cent of course (and that’s not secret) and maybe Frankie (but does a Gotti boy really count as real?) so i’m happy about that. But lately I really have been wondering if my life is really mutable. If I can cultivate enough courage and tenacity embedded in me to change my life. I need encouragement, a sort of talisman, something to help me deal with the rigors of life. All I want is self-understanding, enlightenment, Bodhi (same difference, though don’t make the mistake of thinking i’m into Buddhism, I like my religion.wat ever it may be...lets leave all the Buddhism to Yrwin), basically anything. So far I have a dulce de leche cheesecake and lost dreams. Hey you must start somewhere. Tomorrow’s my bros football game. I wish I could invite someone to come but it’s kind of late. I wish it were tomorrow so I could watch 50 Cent on the MTV awards. That’s the only reason why I’m watching them b/c as long as its in Miami (and no i’m not capital casing it EVER) its gonna suck bad. Probably more than last year. I should write MTV and explain how they should stick to tradition and stay in New York (yup, capital cased that. why wouldn't I, its my birthplace.... ok ok I guess that’s why i’m a tiny bit bias) anyway the stage last year was too big with too many things going on. It was disgusting. Honestly it was horrendous anyway...
Daily teen (by Astrology.com) You can't wait for this afternoon, when you'll have a chance to huddle with friends and talk about everything and nothing. When the conversation slips toward the abstract, confide some of your deeply cherished hopes for the future.
Quickie: You've got big dreams. Discuss them with some close friends.
Overview: Love the life you lead. If for some reason you're not currently loving your present situation, it's time to look at ways you can change things for the better. What needs improving in your immediate vicinity?
Drag, I hate how reaffirming these things are. At least my romance things cant be true b/c currently, surprisingly for the first time I have no secret love interest. Except for 50 Cent of course (and that’s not secret) and maybe Frankie (but does a Gotti boy really count as real?) so i’m happy about that. But lately I really have been wondering if my life is really mutable. If I can cultivate enough courage and tenacity embedded in me to change my life. I need encouragement, a sort of talisman, something to help me deal with the rigors of life. All I want is self-understanding, enlightenment, Bodhi (same difference, though don’t make the mistake of thinking i’m into Buddhism, I like my religion.wat ever it may be...lets leave all the Buddhism to Yrwin), basically anything. So far I have a dulce de leche cheesecake and lost dreams. Hey you must start somewhere. Tomorrow’s my bros football game. I wish I could invite someone to come but it’s kind of late. I wish it were tomorrow so I could watch 50 Cent on the MTV awards. That’s the only reason why I’m watching them b/c as long as its in Miami (and no i’m not capital casing it EVER) its gonna suck bad. Probably more than last year. I should write MTV and explain how they should stick to tradition and stay in New York (yup, capital cased that. why wouldn't I, its my birthplace.... ok ok I guess that’s why i’m a tiny bit bias) anyway the stage last year was too big with too many things going on. It was disgusting. Honestly it was horrendous anyway...
...That’s about all I have to say
