im still on hiatus. well because i have nothing to talk about. and i still need time. just wanted to post this song. mostly to sum up my feelings and because its been the only thing keeping me i dont know its special. though many of you might not understand, some may know who im talking about but not why anyway...its like my Thomas (I, II, III, IV, V, VI, and VII) well actually I, II, III, and IV. there the only ones i actually used for this purpose. you may not understand. and never will b/c i doubt you really care to ask and i doubt i care to tell. well im finished with that. here.
Nine Inch Nails- Hurt
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of shit
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feeling disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
...and thats all i haveto say
