today was pretty fun. school was cool but after school was sooo much better. i finally got my hair done. i was sooo happy. i got my perm so im looking half way decent now. i want to get my hair braided though, at least for the summer. anisa went with me and waited like a great friend. **thanks anisa ;)** then we went back to my house and convinced my mom in taking us to the fair/ carnival or whatever. we ate there. i ate soo much. i had pretty much a whole cheesestake, half a cheeseburger,cheese fries (and alittle of the regular fries), a lemonade, a milk shake, and a zopolli (i think i spelled that wrong but God was it good). so not only was i full but i was also kinda hiper from the sugar running through my veins. sugars not the greatest thing for me cause im like those ppl who get like sugar highs then lows. by the time we got to karinas house i was soo hyper. i was sooo crazy. i dont think i would have been soo crazy though if i didn't have ppl egging me on (you egger oners!!). anyway, WE GOT TO PLAY TAG AND RED ROVER. (omg thats how i know its supposed to be colors Red Rover) but anyway it was soooo fun. i used to love those games. alot of my friends aren't really from the USofA and so some of these games are kinda forein to them. either that or they sucked at gym. anyway it was sooo much fun. i was sooo happy. i love things that remind me of my childhood, my happier days. life has changed sooo much and anything that reminds me of that time brings a smile to my face and a tear to my eye. i miss those times soo much. anyway, like i said i was really hyper and really crazy but i kinda didn't care. sometimes i hate when i get like that cause i feel like im scaring ppl or ppl with start to judge me or something but i was around my "friends" and anyone there who was judging me aren't really my friends. are they now? and if you were judging me then i guess i shouldn't be really bothered with you.should i now? there are plenty of ppl i accociate with but wouldn't choose to hang out with. this is why i find myself to be way more anti-social now then i ever was b4. but it is also one of the reasons i find that i dont show my true self. which is something im trying to work on. its just that when im all...i dont know... wild?...like that, then i get home and i find myself regretting and worrying "what does this person think of me now?" "why did i have to do that?". i dont know if its because i really dont care that much about what the ppl there thought or if i'm getting better (i think its more the first one) (no im serious) anyway, i was able to have a good time. fun. exciting.wild. crazy. i wish you all were there to enjoy it with me. too bad. no im just kidding. i love you all. and im happy that you care enough to read through all i had to say. booomshakalakalaka. see ya later. love you guys like friends :*
...and thats all i have to say