RUB

im kinda upset b/c todays the fashion show and im in it and i kinda wanted my friends to come but i haven't had a chance to call and ask. i doubt karina could come anyway but it would have been kinda cool to have anisa here. i just called my mom yesterday at like 11 something to ask if she wanted to come. im mad at myself for doing everything last minuite. i just been kinda tiredcause ive been ....nvm lol but ive been going to sleep late.between the essays i got to write and my chemistry that im doing good in but not getting my homework in on time, i just been busy. next week is the last week of the program and im gonna miss t so much. i think im comming back next year. it would be cool if karina could come too but i really doubt it. cause i dont think her parents would let her live on ampus. and its no point in me wanting her t come if shes gonna e a commuter cause we dont see any commuters.so it will be like shes not there anyway. maybe her parents will let her stay on campus but i think that will take a miracle. i cant wait though to come back. though. compared to the other years its not all that but still its still kinda fun. lol the seniors went on strike today. they came in all late, like 15 of them.lol it was so funny cause no one paid them any attention. they are kinda sick of the way they have been treated. last year the seniors got privilages. they got a whole floor to themselves and ot to stay up to like whenever. and they got to have different things just for them but this year its fucked up. i hope it changes by the time i become a senior (if Upward Bound is still here by then).