ok i was just thinking abot that while i was walking home and i wanted to write it. anyway, so this weekend has been great. i am sooooo happy. i missed my friends sooo much. i mean upward bound is fun and "educational" but i mean i miss being with my friends and feeling free to be myself. they are the only people i feel that i can be free and fun and spontaneous and fearless and etc with. i love being etc with them.lol. at upward bound i felt like i couldn't be myself. well i guess i could but i dont know. its hard to explain. it felt like irvington to be short and sweet. i didn't feel like myself and it was starting to make me sad. i guess you could say i was home sick or more friend sick. i missed them soo much. so im happy to have this time off. ive spoken and seen like all my friends this weekend so im happy about that. i got my hair dont. though armandos stupid self burst a water balloon on it and so i got to see how it looks. its probably messed up. thanks armando. but ive spoken to jesse so much this weekend. i like talking to him. he is so sweet and supportive and i honestly feel like i can trust him he's move to being like one of my best friends like anisa and karina. i wish he could have been at the forth of july party/cookiout/hangout with the rest of us. shanae (lol of course)(wow), karina, anisa, armando, yrwin,elmo,jody, jennifer,fransisco, boni, everyone was there. except for jesse.lmao....ooh wow im sorry its just how i said it.but anyway ive probably talked to him enough this past few days. and it was great seeing anisa. everytime we decide to do something like girls , anisa can't come cause she has to be with armando. it seems like i dont see her that much cause she rather spend time with armando then me and karina. and i can kinda understand. if i had a boyfriend id rather spend time with him too. but i like hanging with anisa. i just wish armando didn't have to be there every time. cause sometimes me and armando dont get along. though i guess you can say hes like a brother. he kinda acts like my brother. hes soo cool and i guess he is like a brother. and i went on friday i went to karinas house and played soccar it was fun . i saw robert and hung out with him. then i went with her to teresas sweet fifteen. she looked sooo beautiful.i had some fun at her party. i just liked being there. it was kind of weird though. its like watching a whole nothing culture. (well yeah a whole nother culter) but it was like if we were to watch native americans or little tribes or something. they all looked so different, the men sooo small,lol jk, but the things they ate and the way they danced it was kinda cool. different. wow i have seen like all my friends in like three days. i probably wouldn't have seen all of them in like 2 months (at least at the same time or whatever) the only ppl i haven't seen is marcos and omg thats it. i saw jess. i even saw elmo and yrwin. and even little janel. hes so adorable in a little satanic evil way.lol jk. oh and i didnt see ester. hopefully i can see her b4 my b-day at least. well anyway i had fun and now its time to go back to college. and yes i am going to college. i mean i eat, sleep,bathe, and learn in college. im going to college. :P so see you next weekend ppl.lol. ill probably talk to you b4 then though bc i need ppl to talk to so i wont have to go to bed when lights go out. lol ;) byz ppl
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