Murderer

I really didn't mean to hurt you

And I never ever meant to make you cry

My soul is so empty and dissipated

You've left me here to die

I too wish that fortune for myself

But its our child that makes me go on

For me to kill your only chance in happiness

Will leave me feeling wretched and wrong

My soul is slowly slipping

Now that your no longer near

My life filled with empty shadows

And bloody sounds in my ears

I've stolen away your only reason

To ever go on and live

You were my angel, with a heart I stabbed

Leaving you to no longer give

Even now my selfishness

Shines so brightly through

As I feel sorry for my sheer existence

No longer having you

My heart full of pain and abandonment

Far too much than I'll ever need

For I've stolen your only soul

Leaving you to lie here and bleed

By Shanae Terrell
*please don't copy and pass my poem off as yours

Impeccable Love

With such an impregnable devotion

I sit here with a prolonging passion

For you to come and trace along my being

Send me into complete extacy

For many days and many years to come

I'll ensue behind with my crush for you

Unsure of what to do of it

When you have long forgotten your love for me

You make it such a preposterous task

In getting over such an impeccable soul as you

When you affront me the way you do

And send me into rage that makes me hate you so

As you long to be hers

And I long to be yours

And have you such tormoil towards me

As you do for her

Who doesn't even worship you repute as i do

Won't you see through your narrow minded skul

lThat you should be with me and me with you

Or is that something you just can't see

By Shanae Terrell

*please dont copy and pass my poem off as yours

Lonely

I lie in bed
and reminence the days gone by
I try to find hope somewhere
yet I've been covered in lies
I look for a love
who seems not to be there
I'm dreaming of you
as you glide you hands through my hair
But such happiness
was soon to leave
I've waited far too long
to dare to dream
And as your feelings for me
soon subside
And the tears i hold
I can't bear to hide
I cry silent tears
as time passes through
As you leave me lonely
like you always do

By Shanae Terrell

*please dont copy and pass my poem off as yours

My First Love

I dont know how to explain it;
The feelings that i feel
I can explode with desire
At that time you were near
Confused and bewildered
About how much you mean to me
Feelings dont fit into words
But emotions still sound like poetry
Just to have this feeling
About you,right now
Then to be so shy and soft spoken
I just dont know why, nor how
To have such feeling about someone
I suppose not to know so well
But the thoughts of you now
Make my chest burst and my heart swell
So many words, thoughts, and feelings
That i want you to hear from me
But when the time comes, on the phone
I can barely even speak

By Shanae Terrell
*please dont copy and pass my poem off as yours