well jesse and his sister and jody just left. i miss him already. it feels like forever. like its gonna take an eternity before i see him again. i can still feel his presense ok let me stop before i get too personal and mushy.wow.anyway i want to go to this house party sooo bad. i wish anisa lived like close by, so we could just like stop by, just stay for a few min. to an hour (depending on how it is) and then come back. today feels weird, i think because my mom is acting weird. but anyway i wanna go so badly. before we go off to college i want to experience at least one highschool house party. and go to at least one teen night. dag i have nothing to do. i think ill read my frederick douglass autobiography. and then i may start my us history homework. i have alot to do and i really dont want to wait till the last miniute to do it. so....
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