Widow

heres a poem i wrote. its kinda on the long side. i dont know if ill write it all, but i guess we'll find out in the end of this entry wont we.lol. if you dont get it, dont feel to bad. i am living in my own world.lol. here it goes:

WIDOW

my rose petals
floating on flooded waters
my tears have shown
my face tainted red
my face left burned
trace the lines of my silent smile
as i think of you

silent snow
please stick to me
so i shall breath
just let me bleed
your silent droplets
burn my skin
as i breath in your air

kiss me gently
my open wounds
trace my lips
with your finger tips
as i reminence
as i dream that your near

i tiptoe out
you've made me shout
sheets soaked in sweat
stick to me
pour extacy
after we've become one

the girl i see
stare back at me
her broken smile
enters my mind
i wonder
if shes your fallen lover

the slap of the water
stings my face
to my surprise
i realize
just who she is
but me- your faded dream

my haunted past
memory back
reality hits
i'm just a ghost
who died with you
that faithful night

we haunt these rooms
with memories
we hold on tight
of that faithful night
when i was yours
for forever

but i've mistaken
only my life was taken
and with it your soul
i leave you there
with a souless body

please forgive
i askyou to live
to just forget
my ever existing
just so you can go on