Sunday, February 06, 2005

Friendship

well.. this weekend i stayed at my friend abby's house. i kinda needed the break from everything.we went to this church thing that was pretty fun and i saw someone there i hadn't seen for a long time. but anyway....today we went to church and the sermon or whatever you call it was about friendship. idk for the most part i got what was being said and it touched me deeply so much that i was in tears a few times. made me think abotu everything thats been going on with me emotionally and how ive built this wall around me. how what i need most is true friends, friends that are there for me during my time of need. how i need to work on being a better friend, and pretty much how i need people there for me now b/c what im dealing with emotionally now is far more bigger than me. that i need to talk to someone if i want to feel better and stop bottlling things up.