today wasn't a good day. i dont know but i was hoping it would be but it wasn't. ever since i left school i felt like crying and now i just....my mind is going everywhere and i feel sooo bad.i feel like i'm going right back to where i was. just when i was getting out i fell back in.just things that have been going on, for a while and recently. i feel sooo bad. i feel sooo lost. i feel like im the only one who cares and ...oh god, i just need help. ive worked myself into something, convincing myself it was true and now i dont know. im sick of trying to work with people. peolple only think of themselves and they are just so disappointing. basically im sick f being the one people come around to thinking about after everythings said and dine. im sick of being invisible and im sick of people finding brand new ways to hurt me. im not jusdt speaking on one person im speaking on people i find it in my heart to call really really goood friends of mine. but ppl make mastakes and sometimes you have to be the one who gets slapped in the face b/c of it.
and thats all i have to say...
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