Carnival

Even with the undependability of others, I was able to make the best out of my day. It ended up being Armando, Anisa, my brother, and me but even with the four of us, I feel we still had fun. Though there were a few mishaps, I still had quite a lot of fun. Today I learned not to let unreliable, irresponsible people come in the way of my happiness. It takes a lot to hold on to it, and by letting it go just because someone didn't have the decency to care to comply to the simplest of request: coming along with me as I celebrate a day extremely special to me, would only leave me being as unreliable and irresponsible as my "friends". My happiness is the most important thing to me and I shouldn’t let it go astray because of the lack of courtesy in others. In the end there will always be a couple of people with kind hearts who can appreciate me and put aside the things "that come up" to be decent friends and care about your feelings. Out of every occurrence comes a moral or lesson. As carefully as I might think I choose my friends, there is always room to be even more careful. Though, sometimes people really do have things that come up. But for those in which their undependability becomes a reoccurring thing and for those who make it blatantly clear that they don’t care, I don’t need you or anyone like you in my life. But for those who put aside what they had planned (and its obvious of who I’m talking about) I just want to say thank you.

...And that’s all I have to say

Oh wait…
Love you Armando and Anisa thanks for being there and being true friends! Thanks Abby for trying to come and checking up on me afterwards to see if my day went fine. Thanks to Jesse for I guess...um... "trying to come" and thanks to Yrwin for at least "trying to come". At least you both tried and/or gave it some thought. Thank you Karina, even though I haven't seen you most of my summer or even have talked to you for most of my summer, you still remembered it was my birthday and called and woke me up to make sure you told me happy birthday. I really do appricatiate it. And even though you didn't make it to my get together party hopefully we'll find time and get together. Catch up or something...and that’s about all. I might go again tomorrow to go on the rides we didn't get a chance to go one. Tell you about that when and if it ends up happening.

...And now that’s all I have to say

Oh sorry, one last thing....
Today I also learned to not hold grudges. Girls do that way too much and I think that’s why boys think we are crazy and other girls consider us to be catty. Holding a grudge is not healthy. It’s like hating a person. It consumes you until you have nothing left but that grudge/hate. I'm sure God doesn't want us holding grudges. He wants us to be happy. And from what I've figured out, holding a grudge will never make you happy, it just furthers your sadness. Sometimes it's best to just learn to move on and look for the positive. Remember optimistic people always triumph over pessimistic people. At least I think so...oh wait here’s a better one. Good always triumphs over evil. The good guys always beat the bad guys. What’s love got to do with it? Put family first...ok ok i’m kind of going on a tangent. I’m so irrelevant right now. Lol. I think it might be time to shut up and go to bed. People keep IMing me anyway and it’s like 1:46pm ok ok its not "like" it actually is.lol. Ok now I know I have to go to bed. It’s not healthy staying up this late.ok ok

...And now that’s really all I have to say