It's been a while since I've written on this. I mean truly written; sat at a desk with my computer and let my thoughts flow through my fingers...I miss it. It feels kind of comforting to know that it's just me... and you of course; poor sap who wandered into my deepest thoughts. My deepest thoughts. There's been much on my mind ( school, family, friends...) but there is only one thing that has been in my deepest thoughts; mostly because of my constant attempts to force him there. Him. Him, mentioned before in the last two entries...It's funny because any time I read what I wrote from before it feels... It feels. And it leads me to think about the beginning. Which leads me to think about the end. Yup, that's basically how you sum it all up. Before. Beginning. End. No middle; or at least the middle was too short to be distinguishable. I mean it was short lasting so how long could the middle be. With the end starting sooner than expected and lasting longer than it had to, there's not much room for much else. Sounds bitter. Which is funny because a lot of times I smile; a lot of times I cry but most times... :) I miss him.
...That's pretty much it.
I loved him.
...That's it also.
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